another restart..

today,

i looked at my log post,

its only 5 posts in 2011 and my last post was in Mei.

hmm.

then i looked back to my older post,

i was pretty often journaling my daily life,

i just read it and i could feel the moment backwards,

feel lively, how i enjoyed my life back then.

somehow, it gives some spirits,

things that i have been missed lately.

trying to remember days backwards,

months, year.. passed as well as my life. my thoughts. my plans.

unreachable, unrecorded, unrepeatable.

i've been missing a year in my life,

and will not let myself to miss even more.

let me hit another start,

to cherish my superthings.

my life, forward.

will see you in the next post..

soon.

:)